Listen to Your Heart

Hello beautiful and handsome strangers,

Yesterday I just faced a dilemma. One is my career, my future, and another one is my mother.

A chance is offered to you, to get a higher level on your career. But if I take it, I have to move to another city, which mean leaving my Mom, whom I really want to take care of. It is a big dilemma for me. My career of course is about my future life.. and it's about our income. So to say, it is a really hard choice for me.

But after discussed with some of my best friends, the conclusion are like this. First of all, I only can choose one, because my Mom don't want to move to the other city. So, I have to ask whether she want to let me go and leaving her with my brother. Or second, I invite along her to come and stay with me at the other city. And the third but the most important is listen to your heart.

At first, I don't really get what its mean. I mean, I tried to listen to my heart, but I didn't hear anything.. I don't know how to listen. Then I lay back down.. in that short quite time, suddenly I got the answer. I find out that there's nothing to worry about. Everything still can be joyful. Either stay with mom and not take the offer, or ask mom for her blessing and go for my career.

So when I got home, I took a while to rest, bath, and ironed the clothes. Just exactly when I've done all the clothes, my mom came in to my room. She just came back from praying. So I started to talk with her. About the promotion, about the offer, and about how I want her to come along with me and how I think this is about my life, my future too. Without her blessing, I won't go, that what I said.

The result is good. My mom let me go and blessed me, but still her answer is not to come with me. Now I feel relief. I can took the offer and my mom said she will be fine and give her blessing for me. Eventhough actually it is hard for me to just let her stay and not to come with me, but I know, I will be fine and she will be fine. Mom's blessing is the greatest prayer and G knows it.

So, why should I scared from the beginning? Letting the fears come couldn't solve any problem. My hearts said that Mom will give the best answer I need. Isn't it whatever Mom's answer, that will do for me?

Guys, sometimes, when you couldn't see anything, or don't know which way to choose, just listen to your heart.. It will guide you to the best.