Dear Rinners,
It's been few weeks since the last post. I knew, I lost track.
This end of November till this early December has been a very busy and hard days in my life.. You may say that I overreacted. But, for me, yes, it is.
I used to say to all of you that don't give, never give up, always think positive, always try to find the solution and etc... But to be honest, that's what I want to tell my self too. I learn everything everyday with all of you.
It just sometimes I feel this life is so cruel, so hard. I know, life never easy, and it'd be better if I accept it that way. Oh dear, I hope so much that G knew that I almost through my limit. I see everything as mask. I put a smile and people who know nothing about me, just will think that I'm fine, everyday. Whenever I get through the security post, I'll say hi and give a smile, but nobody know any shit of me.
I try my best to keep my head high, and stand tall. I don't wanna run away, and I don't want to be bad. But why sometimes they keep pushing you and just don't care if you already feel so tired or wanna die? Oh my God.. Am I just say die?
My All Friends,
This is me, in my weakness time. I may lie to everyone here, who can't see my face, but I don't. I want you to know, that I'm just a human too.. So ordinary just like you. Who want to be better, who work hard to become someone, become a person, a better person that we wanna be.. I ain't stop now.. won't give up now..I'm just asking once in a while to write my tears... to say that I'm down.. to know that you always there for me too..
Thank you for read this. I love you..
Khaerin
